Sunday, July 4, 2010
Each cake we bake takes 5 years off my life, but creates a life time of close and funny memories.
Lily's Luscious Lime and Poppy Seed Cake
Last night, Lily and I began cooking my favourite, Lime & Poppy Seed Cake. This morning we iced it.
There are about 3 different parts or processes going on, to cook this cake. Certainly there are 3 separate bowls happening. As a consequence of having my little helper by my side, who is impulsive and loves to create geat puffs or clouds out of icing sugar, I left out the 'creaming of the butter and the sugar' step of the operation.
Paul sat in the dining room, last night and read, whilst chuckling and listening to us, as we fought it out hammer and tong in the kitchen.
Alas, the cake survived and so did we and it was consumed in slithers, out on the deck for morning tea. The stramberries are essential, to mop up the refreshingly, zesty, lime icing with your fingers.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Satiating creative pursuits

The above picture is a drawing from C.S Lewis' The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe - the story of which, I have been in love with ever since I was a little girl. Like Lucy, we sometimes wish to peer into our future, plan for our goals and realise our dreams.
Release...

This happened to me recently. I let go of something that I was looking at, striving for and was hell bent on attaining. It wasn't a possession, it was a job, a mind set, something that I thought, would have served to make life for our family, a whole lot easier.
I looked at this door, this opportunity for so long, that I failed to notice any other doors or opportunities around me.
Taoist philosophy states that:
"When you let something go from your life,
something better will come in".
I have unburdened my thoughts and mental anguish from chasing that goal. It is said in Aboriginal culture, stop chasing it -you will chase it forever - let it come to you like a boomerang.
I have released myself from that mountain of perpetual effort and as such, peace and other options and avenues have been gushing in!
The job was never, ever meant to be mine. Thank goodness that it didn't take effect.
Has this ever happened to you? You have had your heart set on something only to have it taken away -but for a reason - to ensure your happiness?
This happened another time in my life. I was aspiring to something, working my tail off and seeking another location in my employment, only to miss the boat.
Thank goodness this happened, or I would never have met Paul.
